← bluddycherry

diary

written at 3am, mostly ♡

What I actually listen to at 3am

The playlist that gets made at the wrong end of the night — where to start with goth, what to put on to calm down, and the songs I've worn out.

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Horror films for people who want the vibe, not the trauma

Sorted by what you actually want tonight — atmosphere, fun, or genuinely being disturbed. Plus the one everyone should see once.

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Piercing aftercare: what actually works

Real healing times, why your cartilage piercing is angry, and the products that are quietly making it worse.

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Goth vs emo vs scene vs e-girl, explained properly

Four things that get used interchangeably and shouldn't be. Where each one came from, what it sounds like, and how to actually tell them apart.

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Building an alt wardrobe almost entirely from thrift stores

What to buy secondhand, what to spend real money on, and why you should always check the men's section first.

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My first tattoo: what I wish someone had told me

Choosing the artist matters more than choosing the design. What actually hurts, what the deposit is for, and the placement advice nobody gave me.

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My everyday goth makeup, in fifteen minutes

The face I actually do most days — where the liner goes, why I skip contour entirely, and the one step people always leave out.

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How I keep cherry red hair from going orange

Red fades faster than any other colour and it always fades warm. Here's the routine that actually keeps mine cherry instead of rust, and the one habit that ruins it.

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